still feel the flame - still feel the cold

Seems like so long ago now
But I can still remember those feelings

Of being left alone with myself

Sitting in the garden

Watching our house burn

Knowing I couldn't help it

It always had to end in a big statement like that

We were always so intense

Out of control

We never understood what we had

Never knew how to deal with it

Always tearing at each other

The violence and the shame

Banging my head against the wall

Wanting to explode

And it was my idea
And I put you there

I lied and said I didn't want you
You were running to someone else
Breaking the spell
Being able to see me for what I really was
And then the flames
Wanted you
Make me feel like no man in the world wanted you

Still feel the flame
Still feel the cold
Still feel the flame
Gets so cold around the stove

They still reach for me

Where you gonna go now

They still reach for me

Where you gonna go now

Made you feel like no man in the world wanted you

Made me feel like no woman in the world wanted me

Still feel the flame

Some days it seems I've left those feelings so far behind

Still feel the cold

But they're always there, waiting

Still feel the flame

Tempting, trying to release you

It's so cold around the stove

Don't believe, don't cherish your pretence

They still reach for me

You strike a match

Where you gonna go now

The thrill of having nothing

They still reach for me

The smell of the flames

Where you gonna go now

Made me feel like no man in the world wanted you

Made me feel like no woman in the world wanted me